Tomorrow I see the doctor and make an appointment to do a sleep study. Get to see the doc. I love my new doc. She is a woman. So here we go.
Pretty good day today overall , but, again there is a but..I spoke with a young lady who lives in a loft who has been very bitter with me. I know I shouldn't be doing it , but I have been telling people of my new found success just to see their reaction. For the most part it has been sort of what I have expected: flippant yeah, whatever, sure, keep dreaming etc. I was never envious of those who had wealth or were making a living and were comforatable , and I am glad I never had that sort of attitude. I think I am in a more dangerous position and situation than ever before. Moving from skid row to a place others , even those in the historic core can only dream of,doesn't make people happy. It is sad really. I was only sad in my situation in skid row because of the suffering around me. I have always been somewhat happy in my economic situation and the only really saddness came because of
the major depression.
It is becoming real to me that now that I am becoming successfull, there are people who are not very happy about that.
Now I know whay rich people create their own enclaves. It isn't so much the begging and the asking for money or the moochers, it is the haters they don't want t
Pretty good day today overall , but, again there is a but..I spoke with a young lady who lives in a loft who has been very bitter with me. I know I shouldn't be doing it , but I have been telling people of my new found success just to see their reaction. For the most part it has been sort of what I have expected: flippant yeah, whatever, sure, keep dreaming etc. I was never envious of those who had wealth or were making a living and were comforatable , and I am glad I never had that sort of attitude. I think I am in a more dangerous position and situation than ever before. Moving from skid row to a place others , even those in the historic core can only dream of,doesn't make people happy. It is sad really. I was only sad in my situation in skid row because of the suffering around me. I have always been somewhat happy in my economic situation and the only really saddness came because of
the major depression.
It is becoming real to me that now that I am becoming successfull, there are people who are not very happy about that.
Now I know whay rich people create their own enclaves. It isn't so much the begging and the asking for money or the moochers, it is the haters they don't want t
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