I woke up many times last night in pain while I slept. Not only did I wake up I would yell out and moan in pain, this has actually been the worst. Who would think that just going to the east side to meet with people to discuss business would cause my body such pain. In reality I already know what the problem is the temperature differences that are happening between the day time and the evenings. My muscles and their nerves can not handle the differential.
I am still going to push forward with my new found career. My goal is, when this illness takes it's toll on my life , I will have been self-reliant in society. This is what I have been searching for. Because of the fatigue and the wasting of the myelin of my nerves I can not work for anyone else , but I have found something that will allow me to work for myself. This way if I get fatigued I just take a nap instead of sleeping for 12-24 hours straight because my body got tired doing physical labor.
I just have to keep moving forward.
I am still going to push forward with my new found career. My goal is, when this illness takes it's toll on my life , I will have been self-reliant in society. This is what I have been searching for. Because of the fatigue and the wasting of the myelin of my nerves I can not work for anyone else , but I have found something that will allow me to work for myself. This way if I get fatigued I just take a nap instead of sleeping for 12-24 hours straight because my body got tired doing physical labor.
I just have to keep moving forward.
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