I had the horrible runs again today. It hurt. I saw the doctor today, the psychiatrist and he said I could fight the 30 days to quit. Myself. I told him I don't want to. I was on the verge of leaving skid row anyway, so this is a good time to do so.
You know you live with the idea that you are only feeling good because of medicines and doctors and as you grow older the thought that you might get worse never crosses your mind. Well, you know when the right time is to get back to a place where you need to be observed. I prefer some semblance of autonomy in my life , but I know that two infections in a matter of one month apart is a sign something is wrong and the pain when I defecate now is unbearable. I decided to eat a good lunch today. It might be the last time I do this. So I know something is wrong.
The doctor was good today and he encouraged me to not give up and that I have changed . I have become proactive with myself and my health in trying to take care of myself.
We talked about the issue of the outburst here at the hotel and I understand now that what SRO MAnagers should have done was call the paramedics or the LAPD to find out why I was acting the w
You know you live with the idea that you are only feeling good because of medicines and doctors and as you grow older the thought that you might get worse never crosses your mind. Well, you know when the right time is to get back to a place where you need to be observed. I prefer some semblance of autonomy in my life , but I know that two infections in a matter of one month apart is a sign something is wrong and the pain when I defecate now is unbearable. I decided to eat a good lunch today. It might be the last time I do this. So I know something is wrong.
The doctor was good today and he encouraged me to not give up and that I have changed . I have become proactive with myself and my health in trying to take care of myself.
We talked about the issue of the outburst here at the hotel and I understand now that what SRO MAnagers should have done was call the paramedics or the LAPD to find out why I was acting the w
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