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I just realized something- I may be able to sleep at night at the new place I am moving in to

Having met the new landlord, I know that I should be able to sleep at night. The new landlord seems great.Next week on Wednesday is my monthly appointment with the Psyche to catch up on my meds etc. We discussed the last time, how I am not able to sleep. He suggested it may be the sleep apnea. You know, even when I nap during the day, I can't sleep deeply. For some reason , I sincerely believe that the violations of entering my room whenever management felt like it has caused me to not be able to sleep at night and have a one eye open sort of sleep when I nap in and out. I seem to be craving going to my new spot knowing I will get a good nights sleep and rest. The management there seems very nice and I spoke with many tenants there whom I know, and they say the management never violates the rights of their tenants. These are veterans . You can even have pets there and it is, ok. But what I am really looking forward to is the ability to sleep and be at rest without my subconscious playing games with me due to the anxiety disorder I have, and not worried about the management being all up in my business. Another thing I am looking forward to , you guessed it , not having to have my guests pay a 4 dollar guest fee after 5 pm and what this means is that I will be able to keep my promise to many who want to learn how to build websites like I do. Many work for SRO Housing Corporation and although SRO is an ass at the management and asministrative level , I am not going to punish those that want to learn. I stated that many do not have skills , but once I get through with them they will, great skills. I even have a place to teach close by. It is going to be great. I need not fear.. it didn't make any sense to go off like I did, but providence may have played a hand in this. Crazy to think like this. But one needs to really see what is happening and fear plays a huge part in not recognizing the inherent dangers in staying here. If the room has been making me sick and I know it has, and managment wants to play power trips and passive agressive games by putting pesticides in my room, well I need to look out for number one. Why am I still here? The place I am moving to has two windows to allow for circulation of the air. I can't wait.
But I have to make a decision. I am sick. SO where do I go? I want fresh air and real food. A place to take long walks in the woods or open areas that have clean fresh air. That is what I need and I believe that for not having that I am dying.
I wrote that quote in a previous post and I can tell you that- this is the key. There is only one window in this room. The wind blows from east to west and the window faces south. There is no circulation of airflow in this room. When I come home I feel sick, when I go outside I feel better. None of the hotels at SRO other than the Yankee allow for proper circulation of air. I was at the new spot and there were windows at the ends of hallways that were open and I could feel the circulation of the air. I am going to be in heaven. I will have fresh air everyday and I honestly believe that in the summer it will be cooler in the building I am moving into because of the windows in the hallwasy that face east and west. I will get better.

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