I read the recent post at URM and am heartened by what was said there about those who are making sacrifices to help others. I have hope that I will one day be able to give back to those who have given to me.
Andy's blog has me very inspired. There are those who are very evil in this world who choose to try and block those of us who really care about our neighbors. It is tough for me because I have mental illness PTSD/ and Major Depression , so now and then I might go off if the medicines aren't adjusted or like this past December I was full of nyquil and 3 types of sudafed at the same time.
I should have moved out of here a long time ago. When SRO Housing Corporation hired Anita Nelson they hired her to cut back and save money. While she was living high on the hog in Rancho Palos Verdes and driving a great very expensive car and living in her air conditioned home she gave the orders to the previous housing director to intimidate the tenants at SRO , the sick, the elderly , the poor , in 2007 , a year that was full of heat waves , to get rid of their air conditioning. Many did and many died . And so Anita was given a raise instead of being punished. For those of you who pull for socialism be advised that this is the outcome of socialism;no accountability.
Now they are trying to make me out to be a horrible person. Well, when one has mental illness there are times that they can do these things. Of course they want it to become a self-fulfilling prophecy that because they say I am a bad person that I will behave as a bad person.
I know that I am sick right now because of their negligence in putting poison in my room when I asked them not to , and it is also looking like I will have another place to live soon. God is blessing me in this. Injustice is injustice and God frowns on those things and helps those who have been victims of injustice. This is the way they do things and have done things for years.
Doors are opening for me to the point I may be able to be one of the donors of the Thanksgiving Turkey Dinner this year at URM and other entities in skid row. I can't give up. I face struggles others do not. Mental illness is horrible. Having an anxiety disorder can make you fearful of lot's of things.
Having heard the news that the Department of Defense acknowledged that many of us who are sick form the first gulf war were exposed to pesticides and two weeks later Laverne Collins, who knew that I did not want pesticides in my room, violated my space here at SRO in this hotel and brought the ORKIN man in the room. Think about it , full of nyqil and full of sudafed from three different sources because I was getting a bad bronchitis and you can imagine what could happen.
SRO still operates the same way it has done in the past. The 30 day quit says that I went off for no reason, well, it was for a reason , but I shouldn't have gone off like that, but fear and an anxiety disorder don't help. But reasonably we can understand that if the manager decides they can enter my room whenever they feel like it ,without my presence , what are they capable of? And I should be fearful and I should move out of SRO.
I can 't leave yet, because I have my personal things here, but if things work out , I will have a space next week. In the middle of the year, maybe even a condo. But I prefer to live frugal, especially in tough times and be able to help those who are less fortunate.
Living in skid row and in a room that is sick and is making me sick will not help anyone. It looks like I will still be downtown. I write these things because I know what it is like to live in skid row with mental illness and understand that when we become proactive and question the polices of these not-profits there will be consequences, we are at their mercy. There were no case managers visiting me or anything. They have decided they want to discredit me somehow , but in the documentary I state it. How can you be an advocate when you have certain problems that can cause things like this to happen. I am afraid. Yes, to be out there and not have access to help if I need it, but there was never any help in this instance. I had a bad case of bronchitis and was full of nyquil and sudafed and instead of trying to find out what was wrong with me , they didn't do anything. SO I am correct in the documentary at how these organizations operate half ass and if you challenge any of their policies they will find a way to evict you. But I would rather leave here than suffer silently if they are deliberately poisoning me by claiming they are doing their job by bringing in the pesticides.
I know that where I will be I won't have any problems. How can you have problems when you are left alone and not have to put up with people playing mind games with you and power trips. No one coming into your apartment once a month , other excuses to enter the room constantly. One thing is certain. I need not fear because God is on my side.
SRO is charged with helping us :those of us with these types of problems , yet they are not doing it. They mess up and then they decide to blame the victim. I am on my way. I have grown up a lot and don't attach to these fools anymore. I am a very loving person , but when you choose to kill your tenants. I just can't respect you nor trusty you, and that is waht Anita Nelson chose to do in 2007. This year we may see heat waves again. ANd I hope that my neighobors are not initimdated into taking out their air conditioners. I don't think they will here, but those in other hotels may become heat casualties once again. While Anita Nelson fiddles her tenants will burn because of her policies . She is a criminal and I am glad I plastered here salary and her address all over the internet. She deserved it.
Folks, evil comes in different forms. She is the epitomy of greed and evil.
Andy's blog has me very inspired. There are those who are very evil in this world who choose to try and block those of us who really care about our neighbors. It is tough for me because I have mental illness PTSD/ and Major Depression , so now and then I might go off if the medicines aren't adjusted or like this past December I was full of nyquil and 3 types of sudafed at the same time.
I should have moved out of here a long time ago. When SRO Housing Corporation hired Anita Nelson they hired her to cut back and save money. While she was living high on the hog in Rancho Palos Verdes and driving a great very expensive car and living in her air conditioned home she gave the orders to the previous housing director to intimidate the tenants at SRO , the sick, the elderly , the poor , in 2007 , a year that was full of heat waves , to get rid of their air conditioning. Many did and many died . And so Anita was given a raise instead of being punished. For those of you who pull for socialism be advised that this is the outcome of socialism;no accountability.
Now they are trying to make me out to be a horrible person. Well, when one has mental illness there are times that they can do these things. Of course they want it to become a self-fulfilling prophecy that because they say I am a bad person that I will behave as a bad person.
I know that I am sick right now because of their negligence in putting poison in my room when I asked them not to , and it is also looking like I will have another place to live soon. God is blessing me in this. Injustice is injustice and God frowns on those things and helps those who have been victims of injustice. This is the way they do things and have done things for years.
Doors are opening for me to the point I may be able to be one of the donors of the Thanksgiving Turkey Dinner this year at URM and other entities in skid row. I can't give up. I face struggles others do not. Mental illness is horrible. Having an anxiety disorder can make you fearful of lot's of things.
Having heard the news that the Department of Defense acknowledged that many of us who are sick form the first gulf war were exposed to pesticides and two weeks later Laverne Collins, who knew that I did not want pesticides in my room, violated my space here at SRO in this hotel and brought the ORKIN man in the room. Think about it , full of nyqil and full of sudafed from three different sources because I was getting a bad bronchitis and you can imagine what could happen.
SRO still operates the same way it has done in the past. The 30 day quit says that I went off for no reason, well, it was for a reason , but I shouldn't have gone off like that, but fear and an anxiety disorder don't help. But reasonably we can understand that if the manager decides they can enter my room whenever they feel like it ,without my presence , what are they capable of? And I should be fearful and I should move out of SRO.
I can 't leave yet, because I have my personal things here, but if things work out , I will have a space next week. In the middle of the year, maybe even a condo. But I prefer to live frugal, especially in tough times and be able to help those who are less fortunate.
Living in skid row and in a room that is sick and is making me sick will not help anyone. It looks like I will still be downtown. I write these things because I know what it is like to live in skid row with mental illness and understand that when we become proactive and question the polices of these not-profits there will be consequences, we are at their mercy. There were no case managers visiting me or anything. They have decided they want to discredit me somehow , but in the documentary I state it. How can you be an advocate when you have certain problems that can cause things like this to happen. I am afraid. Yes, to be out there and not have access to help if I need it, but there was never any help in this instance. I had a bad case of bronchitis and was full of nyquil and sudafed and instead of trying to find out what was wrong with me , they didn't do anything. SO I am correct in the documentary at how these organizations operate half ass and if you challenge any of their policies they will find a way to evict you. But I would rather leave here than suffer silently if they are deliberately poisoning me by claiming they are doing their job by bringing in the pesticides.
I know that where I will be I won't have any problems. How can you have problems when you are left alone and not have to put up with people playing mind games with you and power trips. No one coming into your apartment once a month , other excuses to enter the room constantly. One thing is certain. I need not fear because God is on my side.
SRO is charged with helping us :those of us with these types of problems , yet they are not doing it. They mess up and then they decide to blame the victim. I am on my way. I have grown up a lot and don't attach to these fools anymore. I am a very loving person , but when you choose to kill your tenants. I just can't respect you nor trusty you, and that is waht Anita Nelson chose to do in 2007. This year we may see heat waves again. ANd I hope that my neighobors are not initimdated into taking out their air conditioners. I don't think they will here, but those in other hotels may become heat casualties once again. While Anita Nelson fiddles her tenants will burn because of her policies . She is a criminal and I am glad I plastered here salary and her address all over the internet. She deserved it.
Folks, evil comes in different forms. She is the epitomy of greed and evil.
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